Preston Moore: Thoughts, Attitudes & Behaviors

My dad passed away 17 years ago and most of that time has been spent, wishing things were different. I wish he was different, I wish he didn’t pass way, I wish I had more time with him, I wish, I wish, I wish. I also blamed him for some of the things I don’t like about myself (Isn't it so much easier to blame other people for your issues instead of looking in the mirror at the person who is really responsible for them!? I do it to, lol). I also found myself focusing a lot on his shortcomings and how I didn’t want to be like him. Over the last few years there’s been a shift. I have to imagine a lot has to do with me becoming a father five years ago. And maybe I'm maturing a bit... At age 40! I've been a lot more grateful for my dad. I pay more attention to the things I love about him, how I wanted to be like him growing up, and all the things he did well. A few things that stand out is how good he was with people, how he was in his element when in a crowd, on stage, or in front of a camera. How he wrote an art