Fade To Gray

Fade to Gray Podcast is pleased to announce a new series featuring stories of individuals who have undergone or been of part of reparative therapy (sexual orientation change efforts). In this series, the Fade to Gray team strives to listen, engage and understand the motives behind such efforts and the impact it has had (whether that be positive or negative). It's 2020 after all. It's time we asked the questions and allowed people to share their real experience. This stuff has had a real impact on people's lives and it's time we talked about it.  Let us introduce you to Darren Calhoun. Darren has been known to describe himself as gay, Black, and Christian. However, he is also a lot of other things such as a speaker, musician, photographer, writer, activist and conversation-starter. He grew up in Chicago and came out as gay at age 17. Not long after, he found himself surrounded by Christians who insisted that being gay wasn’t God’s plan for his life. He then spent the next eight years trying to

Fade to Gray Podcast is pleased to announce a series featuring stories of individuals who have undergone or been of part of reparative therapy (sexual orientation change efforts). In this series, the Fade to Gray team strives to listen, engage and understand the motives behind such efforts and the impact it has had (whether that be positive or negative). It's 2020 after all. It's time we asked the questions and allowed people to share their real experience. This stuff has had a real impact on people's lives and it's time we talked about it.  Randy Thomas is the former Vice President of Exodus International. Exodus International was a network of conversion-therapy ministries which closed in 2013. Randy shares his journey and what a journey it has been. Randy first came out as gay but then became a very strong defender of the 'ex-gay' movement. Randy shares what it was like working with Exodus and is open and honest and the lasting damage this had on others as well as on himself. Randy h

Not only is Mitch a qualified Transpersonal Counselor and Coach specializing in tapping and dream work, he is a great guy with a fun sense of humor.  Living in Australia, Mitch tells us about growing up in the A.O.G church and find out Pentecostalism has experienced the same hang ups and spiritual abuse down under, and how we learn how his sexual orientation lead down the path of "deconstruction" of faith and how learning to love himself set him on the path he's on today as a couch and counselor.  If you are interested to know more about Mitch and the work he is doing you can www.mitchgainey.com or check him out here Happy Holidays from all of us at Fade To gray Podcast and the FTG Net. Be safe out there, and wash your hands and you like and subscribe and leave a reviewAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

What a great conversation we got to have with Matthew! Per usual with the FTG gang We had questions deep and thoughtful to silly and irrelevant, but Matthew was able to hang with them all! We learn about his conservative christian upbringing and how his natural tendency toward questioning lead him down the trajectory that lands him today as a successful author, and podcaster, where he openly and often explores what it is to be a heretic.  Matt is a awesome guy and we encourage you to visit his website www.allsetfree.com to find out more about his media or if your looking for a great podcast check out www.heretichappyhour.com   Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

The Fade to Gray Team had the privilege of speaking with Brandan Robertson.  Brandan Robertson is a noted author, activist, and theologian. He works at the intersections of spirituality and social renewal. He writes regularly for Patheos, and has bylines in TIME Magazine, San Diego Union Tribune, The Huffington Post, NBC, and The Washington Post. He has been an honored speaker at renowned institutions like The White House, Oxford University, and The Parliament of the World’s Religions. Brandan was named by the Human Rights Campaign as one of the top faith-leaders leading the fight for human rights. He has worked with political and social leaders around the world to end conversion therapy and promote LGBT+ rights. Brandan currently serves as a fellow with the Salzburg Global LGBT+ Forum, was the founder of San Diego Pride’s DevOUT Interfaith Coalition, and served as the national spokesperson of Evangelicals for Marriage Equality. Most recently, Robertson served as the Lead Pastor of Mission Gathering Christian

Whats up listeners?! Dropping this episode on Election Day, reminding everyone to get out and vote! In this episode Seth, Chris, and Omar catch up with fellow podcaster Dan Smoldt(Smotz) from The System Is Down Podcast the week before he went on campaign tour with Spike Cohen, the VP candidate for the Libertarian Party.  This conversation didn't lack drama as none of the host for FTG are voting for the same candidate, but its all in good fun. Even though we don't agree, and politics are often considered a "taboo" topic the conversation stayed light hearted and respectful. Obviously we discussed the big two parties that control it all, but also dove into Jo Jorgensen and libertarian polices as well as shed a little light about what Unity2020 ticket is all about. Wether or not you are voting red, blue, green, or gold this election season. The most important thing is you vote your conscience.   Also, you don't have to be an ass to the "other side"   To follow Dan or The System Is Down

This episode is Omar's moms favorite, and I'm sure it will be some of y'alls Benjamin Lerner, the Great-grandson of Irving Berlin (composer of such iconic tunes as “God Bless America” and “White Christmas”), is a Vermont-based Composer, Writer, and Recovery Advocate. Benjamin started his musical career as a classical piano prodigy. By his early twenties, he was an IV heroin and crack cocaine addict. Now sober since June 13, 2016, he journals his journey in addiction and sobriety in his all new piano-raps, which combine classical piano and rap. Benjamin credits his continued success in recovery to his ability to express his emotions relating to his struggle through word and song.  His debut album, CLEAN, was released in February 2020. It was produced at Old Mill Road Recording in East Arlington, Vermont. Benjamin is a great dude, we get to know a little more of his story and the influences as well as creative vision for his music. Hope You enjoy and voice for Benjamin Lerner at the grammy's! To

PK was a missionary to Africa for 30 years before her journey into faith deconstruction began. This is a fun conversation as Seth, Elizabeth, and Omar get to know PK better as she tells us the story of her faith, and how she feel in love with and married her best friend. PK fits very well into our rag tag group of free thinkers and and can't wait to chat again. For more about PK or her "frustrated grace" comic book go here. For more info about FTG Podcast or the FTG Network including was to join our free Marco Polo family go here. To support us financially you can join our patreon here, or to support the show and get some "sick merch" in return go here.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Omar, Elizabeth, Chris and Seth sit down with Jared Byas to talk faith and the release of his new book "Love Matters More." Jared is co-host of the popular podcast "The Bible for Normal People." Jared is also the co-author of the book "Genesis for Normal People." He is a former teaching pastor and professor of Philosophy & Biblical Studies and he speaks regularly on the Bible, truth, creativity, wisdom, and the Christian faith. This is a very interesting discussion.  Note: there is some friendly banter at the beginning of this episode and exciting news released about Fade to Gray's new merch store! Check it out here: https://www.storefrontier.com/ftgnetwork. If you do check out the merch, you will notice that all "Poor Seth" merch is an additional $5 which goes into a special "Poor Seth" fund.  Find all the links to our social media accounts and archived episodes on our website which can be found here: Find all the links to our social media accounts and archived

Our friend Derrick Day joined Seth, Omar, and Elizabeth for this fun live interview! Derrick works with Agape Dominion Research, a podcaster and public speaker with Love/Forward Podcast, as well as an accomplished author, and columnist. This dude was GREAT, and this conversation is a lot of fun. We get to know Derrick as he tells us story's of growing up. Moving from the inner city to real America, and the culture shock that brought as a 15 year old young black man, to learning to ski with the local youth group while being "evangelized" into the ministry.  We talk about his deconstruction, and the theology he now believes that we are all "gods" and creators of our own reality. This topic rekindles a fun and slightly heated conversation between Omar, and Seth who don't see eye to eye on the possibility of this understanding to be true.  Where do YOU stand after hearing Derrick's story? We would love to hear from you! Find all the links to our social media accounts and archived episo

Wisdom is a Nigerian pastor, husband and father of two who finds himself on the journey of deconstructing his faith. While the majority of us have been able to deconstruct in relative peace, Wisdom has faced many adversities including death threats. Wisdom is very active on his Facebook page where he speaks a lot on the subject of Christianity and has written many articles centered on the Inner Self that are available through his Patreon. Please show him some love and support! Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

From Freemasonry, witchcraft, and the occult, to Christ follower, Omar, Chris, Seth, and Elizabeth talk with Dr. Williams Schnoebelen about his radical life experiences.  Recognized as a Biblical authority on alternative religions and the occult, previous to his salvation Dr. Schnobelen spent sixteen years as a high level teacher of witchcraft, spiritism and ceremonial magick. Dr. Schnobelen's experience as a Druidic high priest, ordained spiritist minister and former satanist have given him the unique opportunity to teach Believers the intricacies of spiritual warfare and minister to those lost in cults. He also spent nine years as an active member of the Freemasonic fraternity (both York and Scottish rite) and five years as a devout member of the LDS (Mormon) church, where he held numerous offices, including elders’ quorum president. Dr. Schnobelen also held temple recommends in the LDS church for four years.    For more information about Dr. Schoebelen, including his many books, check out his website:

All Four Fadcasters sit down to get to know Keith. Keith Giles is a former pastor who left the pulpit over a decade ago to follow Jesus. He’s the author of several books, including “Jesus Untangled: Crucifying Our Politics To Pledge Allegiance To The Lamb.” He is co-founder of Pacifist Fight Club  and co-host of the Heretic Happy Hour Podcast. He and his family started a house church in Orange County, CA where 100% of the offering goes to help the poor in their community. The conversation was light hearted as we spoke with Kieth about is personal deconstruction and his books he has authored regarding scripture, and we needed up focusing on Seth's deconstruction or lack their of and how that impacts him as a member of the LGBTQ community. If you like what you hear please give us 5 stars and a review on whatever podcast app you enjoy, it helps our little pod family and means a lot to us, Seth in particular  And if you would like to support the podcast and become a member of our Marco Polo family for as lite

Kyle Butler is a former penacostal minister who discovered a relationship with "love" that has impacted his life in a way that he now feels christianity "limits" his understanding of who God is, but still finds values in his christian roots by living a life that resembles Jesus in therory of LOVE.   Come listen as the FTG gang tries to wrap their head around this concept, and we get to know Kyle a little better in his FIRST time joining the show!   To learn more about Kyle and what he is doing look him up on social media or follow this link to his website.   To join the FTG Pareon Family follow this link to our website and scrool down to the Patreon section.    If you have not done so yet leave 5 stars and a review or I'll send those pictures you sent me to your grandmother!   Thanks! PodFatherAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

The boys of FTG (Omar, Seth, and Chris) sat down with an amazing conversation with Mark Karris, a licensed therapist, best-selling author, ordained pastor, adjunct professor, recording artist, and an all around bad ass dude! From the start of the podcast, which was live of facebook, Mark seemed to "get" us, and opened up to tell his story. There was laughter, and there were tears as Mark shared personal stories about his family and journey into "(de)constructing toward spiritual and emotional healing".  This episode is guaranteed to pull at your heart strings and leave your eyes wet and your heart full. Find out about what Seth called the "love pentagram" and why Mark just might be my favorite guest to date. Find out more about Mark and buy his book by visiting markgregorykarris.com If you like what you heard and you haven't yet please go give us a 5 star like and review over on iTunes or wherever you download your podcast AND we would love to have ya part of the FTG patreon family

The Fade to Gray team sat down with Shane Claiborne. Shane Claiborne is a Christian activist and author who is a leading figure in the New Monasticism movement and one of the founding members of the non-profit organization, The Simple Way, in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. Claiborne is also a social activist, advocating for nonviolence and service to the poor. In this episode, Shane unpacks his story and highlights the Simple Way.   For more information about Shane and his work with the Simple Way or Red Letter Christians follow this link to Shanes facebook page.   If You enjoyed this episode and interested enjoining our Patreon family follow this link for more information.   To Listen to, Like, Follow, and Review FTG Network follow link here.   And if you like what you hear but aren't ready to support financially thats fine too, we understand but if you are reading this and have not liked and reviews yet on iTunes or wherever you download podcast, do so, or I'll come to your house and hide all

This episode was recorded live for our Big Tent Revival a few weeks before the death of George Floyd. Robert and Tamice discuss their work with Sub:Culture Inc helping black youth make their way through college, race relations in the church, and how white families can educate their children on systemic racism. Check out Sub:Culture Inc. and listen to the podcasts they are involved with.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

The House of Yahweh Cult is an apocalyptic cult with several failed end time predictions. Kepha tells the story of how the psychopathic cult leader made millions off of his followers, mentally abused members, and how many of the youth that have escaped the cult are completing suicide at alarming rates. Kepha tells of how he was persuaded to engage in bigamy with a young member of the cult and how he feels about that relationship today. You can learn more about the House of Yahweh cult at Kepha's website: The Man Behind The Name or if you know someone that is trying to escape the Texas based cult you can call him directly at 402-218-9530.  Follow us on social media @fadetogray or check out our websiteAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Our friends Sean and Tamice from Sub:Culture Inc., Samson, Ash, and Omar's brother Dula join Omar for a conversation on the current climate within the Black Community, police brutality, the protests and riots, how white people can be allies, and what we do to move forward together. This episode was recorded live.  Check out our website at fadetograypodcast.com Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

This was our opening interview to start the "Big Tent Revival", our free live online conference, and oh boy did we hit the ground running. we had a full cast on hand but Omar and Chris got most of the questions in because Elizabeth was monitoring facebook comments in real time, and Seth was quietly listening lol. Rick Ross was a truly amazing guest, and an expert on the subject of cults. This episode was extra special to us because of our (Omar, and Elizabeth) past experiences in discipleship schools, and Chris and Seth's experience in fundamental christian religions. This episode includes 20 minutes of bonus material that we recorded after the initial interview where our Patreons were able to ask Rick Alan Ross questions.  Rick Alan Ross is the founder and Executive Director of The Cult Education Institute. He is an internationally known expert regarding destructive cults, controversial groups and movements and author of the book "Cults Inside Out: How People Get In and Can Get Out." Sinc